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170 poems, kept by the year they were written rather than curated into a best-of. The text is as it was written.

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2026 13

pitter patter nothing disturbs the rain

pitter patter nothing disturbs the rain

25 Jun 2026

one day when we're all established we will reflect on how we got along when w…

one day when we're all established we will reflect on how we got along when we weren't

16 Jun 2026

you may be the head but dont cut off the heels of moshaich

you may be the head but dont cut off the heels of moshaich

15 Jun 2026

sunshower raindrops pick up a stroll

sunshower raindrops pick up a stroll

10 Jun 2026

not old just nuance

not old just nuance

20 May 2026

you in heaven can buy us stairways

you in heaven can buy us stairways

15 May 2026

on the curb an orphan's cup steams

on a curb the orphan's cup steams

3 May 2026

love you and live you

love you and live you run and return

21 Apr 2026

it's not that moshiach is awaiting our perfection,

it's not that moshiach is awaiting our perfection, our perfection is moshiach's arrival

19 Apr 2026

we may be scattered but we come together like a puzzle

we may be scattered but we come together like a puzzle

17 Apr 2026

do everything for love because love is everything

do everything for love because love is everything

13 Apr 2026

the divine kiss of kdoshim like we kiss a patched up siddur

the divine kiss of kdoshim like we kiss a patched up siddur

24 Mar 2026

chosen is not entitlement; it's destiny

chosen is not entitlement; it's destiny

2 Jan 2026

2025 14

snowflakes form a hill you'll get over

snowflakes form a hill you'll get over

18 Dec 2025

the leviathan shoots out of the water and takes wing

the leviathan shoots out of the water and takes wing

30 Oct 2025

and they lived happily ever after

and they lived happily ever after they faced their fears and won

27 Oct 2025

a room with a view and all these empty balconies

a room with a view and all these empty balconies

27 Oct 2025

moshiach is one

moshiach is one inspired who teaches us all to find inspiration inside

24 Aug 2025

together in the dance of i see it too

together in the dance of i see it too

3 Aug 2025

if you can't find the right shul found one

if you can't find the right shul found one

29 Jul 2025

i served sushi

i served sushi i had class i stopped the sushi i lost my class

29 Jul 2025

when you get engaged, you better already be

when you get engaged, you better already be

27 Jul 2025

looks can be deceiving, but not when you receive them

looks can be deceiving, but not when you receive them

27 Jul 2025

king solomon wasn't chosen for his wisdom but because he asked for it

king solomon wasn't chosen for his wisdom but because he asked for it

27 Jul 2025

a higher key above hierarchy

a higher key above hierarchy

11 Jul 2025

it may take us by surprise but it feels so familiar

it may take us by surprise but it feels so familiar

27 Mar 2025

an arm and a leg to get a foot in the door

an arm and a leg to get a foot in the door

25 Feb 2025

2024 3

the secret about a good marriage is not to have them

the secret to a good marriage is not to have them

12 Aug 2024

be the fault that makes it real gems

gem be the fault that makes it real

24 Jun 2024

fake it till you make...

fake it till you make... ew d'veikut till you make it

21 Mar 2024

2023 9

an evil mind is the bitch of evil

an evil mind is the bitch of evil

26 Oct 2023

think just don't forget to feel

think just don't forget to feel

6 Oct 2023

fix this puzzle one piece of infinity at a time

fix this puzzle one piece of infinity at a time

12 Sep 2023

soul en route from rut

soul en route from rut

28 May 2023

a true goodbye's unsaid

a true goodbye's unsaid

12 May 2023

a rail

a rail over the falls flipflops

10 Apr 2023

do you trust me is a onetime card

do you trust me is a onetime card

4 Apr 2023

exile is cumulative but pleasure must renew

exile is cumulative but pleasure must renew

12 Mar 2023

survival stories are always first person

survival stories are always first person

16 Jan 2023

2022 18

the river of reverie is never regret

the river of reverie is never regret

30 Nov 2022

don't be the best amateur out there

don't be the best amateur out there

18 Nov 2022

tame the wilderness but never your wild

tame the wilderness but never your wild

1 Nov 2022

when the great shofar blows my mind with an open heart

when the great shofar blows my mind with an open heart

22 Sep 2022

thank you hashem for making me thankful

thank you hashem for making me thankful

4 Sep 2022

the vault contains its secret combination

the vault contains its secret combination

25 Aug 2022

never rest on your laurels on a magic carpet ride

never rest on your laurels on a magic carpet ride

22 Aug 2022

mindful

mindful how mind fills the ocean

19 Aug 2022

only escape artists break out of genre

only escape artists break out of genre

19 Aug 2022

chaotic good comes out of the chaos good

chaotic good comes out of the chaos good

10 Aug 2022

marry your bestie or always have secrets

marry your bestie or always have secrets

3 Aug 2022

forever lit

forever lit on moonshine city walls

15 Jul 2022

there's no warmup for genuine

there's no warmup for genuine

5 Jul 2022

stop the search by finding what to look for

stop the search and find what to look for

2 May 2022

scholars teach

scholars teach aspiring poets to be aspiring poets

1 Apr 2022

you're not the only school of thought with a breakfast club

you're not the only school of thought with a breakfast club

17 Feb 2022

tree rings

tree rings climb to the top of the castle

23 Jan 2022

we lost

we lost we lost dancing while dancing

15 Jan 2022

2021 13

cockroach

cockroach metamorphosis or just meta

26 Nov 2021

sunset leaves

sunset leaves righteous impressions dawn

12 Nov 2021

summer leaves

summer leaves colored leaves fall

9 Nov 2021

sunshine

sunshine on the perfect spot drift wood

8 Oct 2021

cocoon cocoon

cocoon cocoon but what are you becoming

22 Aug 2021

breezy heat waves at your heels

breezy heat waves at her heels

15 Jul 2021

black citron

black citron how a mitzva is worn

9 Jul 2021

puddle

puddle robins chirp in treetops

30 Jun 2021

5781

5781 but you promise wrath turns to wonders

14 May 2021

moshiach’s torah lights paths out of this mosh pit of wrath

moshiach’s torah lights pathways out of this mosh pit of wrath

7 May 2021

i follow the suspect's footprints to the looking glass i came through

i follow the suspect's footprints to the looking glass i came through

12 Mar 2021

the type of kid

the type of kid who made ya look ugly duckling

12 Feb 2021

lamed vav

lamed vav need no proof so be it

20 Jan 2021

2020 4

YEAR OF PROPHETS

wrath reversed miracles 2020 vision

20 Nov 2020

hard to know

hard to know which will take whirlwind

12 Oct 2020

leaves

leaves just as the fall ballerina

1 Jun 2020

the sail

the sail stops luffing glass lake

18 Mar 2020

2019 1

sage

sage on this rock I stand corrected

18 Jul 2019

2018 8

gaudy ring ] — May 17, 2018

big ring her lips smile safe

17 May 2018

hunched tree

tree trunk over a pile of leaves shoelaces

2 Apr 2018

wrestling ] — February 11, 2018

wrestling on the gallery floor trophies

11 Feb 2018

Alone With You — January 23, 2018

Tears sown in my pillow But you don’t even know Or maybe you knew You snore right through In deep dreamless sleep I lie quietly nearby Waking as the one Who loved me in my dream fades And again I face One more day With you Alone

23 Jan 2018

Night Marriage — January 9, 2018

Awake to face the day Get up and turn away From this endless     Haunting           Nightmarriage

9 Jan 2018

Underdrone

under the din cuddling in - blankets music, where shall we begin? they speak secrets beneath the drone and wish they were alone

5 Jan 2018

Head On

alive barely at the side of the road cars at my face shoot like gunfire missing its mark my weary arms the sun sinks in her lap the horizon and me got a blind date to meet head on with indifference

4 Jan 2018

From the Fall

standing in autumn trees footsteps cover with leaves i dare not move yet chills seep through my shoes i must empty my hands and be free

4 Jan 2018

2017 11

[ sheer brilliance ] — December 18, 2017

windows open to see a rainbow

18 Dec 2017

The Worst Drug — December 10, 2017

The worst drug, pure addiction Is there a cure for this predilection? Your first thought         Sole conviction Your daily confession         Eternal obsession Your hunger for bread         Starved but well fed Your final words         Whispered in bed         The dreams that haunt your head Your whole world         Ad absurdum         Desperate delirium Filled with fury, raw You'll claw through walls to get me

10 Dec 2017

handful of seeds ] — December 4, 2017

seeds from the orchard a basketful

4 Dec 2017

Undertoe

sunset, afterglow     waterbed rocks to and fro slow slide of the tide     aimless flow, the undertow hisses and goes     back into darkness

4 Dec 2017

Hieroglyphics — November 29, 2017

sarcophagus  mocking  us

29 Nov 2017

Undone

shalom at home peace unto look right through we're not alone this I knew given the chance to what different would you do?

20 Nov 2017

Steel Legacy

no atheists in a foxhole and up here, turbulence wrings out your heart opens lips soaring through the sky skin is only so thick and metal so thin so sharp on contact shrapnel obliterates completely right? signal's dead the fear is real and my legacy   intact?

17 Nov 2017

Deference — November 16, 2017

crystal ball shatters charts and graphs     strewn and     tattered deference matters

16 Nov 2017

Holy of Holies — November 14, 2017

Icicles drip, healing elixir Slips through the lips of the ailing prince A torch is lit; the porch is melted The heavens held by angels’ wings A chamber of gold where cherubs embrace While the world is faced with molten vengeance May we find grace in this place we treasure It takes no space but fills us forever

14 Nov 2017

To the Marrow — November 14, 2017

manna falls like dew taste all I want in you nothing left over melts like a dream thirsty doe at the stream nothing left over taste in its meat hunters savor the feast nothing left over

14 Nov 2017

In the Wild — July 23, 2017

thousand-mile journey peaks turn valleys     always     already     there

23 Jul 2017

2015 1

TO THE FALLEN SOLDIER

our heart goes out to the fallen soldier another casualty of war. the stakes are so real who can believe it who has the heart to feel it anymore. our heart goes out to the fallen soldier breathe life into its core. take our heart with you to Him you be its voice we can bear it no more. our heart goes out to the fallen soldier it is you whom G-d adores. how many tears we have wasted — what use is our tears when you have given your soul. our heart goes out to the fallen soldier this battlefield's taken its toll.

1 Mar 2015

Undated 75

sound geometry

sound geometry riding your wake an arrow

THERE THERE

voice of fire immersed in tears if only i were there

air charged

air charged the thorns burn and burn

I… I CAN’T

touch I can't touch it simmers within yet distant, at the margin breathe I can't breathe too much smoke, too much weed I see the forest, not the trees stand I can't stand up to my neck in sand but I survived a crash land

ART LIKE SIN

Paints run ebb flow Saints come and go Sun reigns for the day Prostrates to the shore Moon ray rings glow Van Gogh frames show Fire voice glows In a geodesic dome Paint my home With the brush of Rothko Kid paints like Pollock Drips paint on the floor Though his name draws more Gaugin girls show Watcha wanna know Unmask Picasso Duchamp's urinal Stank ammonia Can you rank Mondrian With Rembrandt and Rubin? Provocative like sin And so they win

INSIDE

insatiable ineffable open

DYING TO ATTEND

Now, let's see... When is there time for just you and me? Shall we plan a summer vacation? Let's look when I'm free Oh, I'm busy this summer I have a date penciled in I'm meeting my Maker And I'm dying to attend Maybe something sooner then Like the beginning of June? Oh, I have something penciled in I'm dying then too What about next Tuesday Or Sunday afternoon? I'm dying from now to then I don't mean to be rude I'm dying this evening From morning straight through No time for anything else It's all I can do I'm busy, booked solid Every day penciled in I'm meeting my Maker And I'm dying to attend

palm tree

palm tree a boy throws stones into the pale

mountain face

mountain face pools form at its feet

SET OFF

pause for reflection still until the next drop sets off ripples tremors

SAVAGE

gesticulating tribal masks contain a much more savage fury

TOO CLOSE

the scream of angels drawn too close to the holy the trembling

bones

bones a wolf awaits the thaw

MORAL COLLAPSE

apocalypse eclipse lapse

quaking earth

quaking earth scattered blasts send them huddling

TELEPORTAL

black hole attaché case brings me places leaves no trace opens worlds takes no space closes up to save face attaché case attached to my wrist my black hole I cannot resist

WARRIOR

tempestuous circumstance poise

ONCE

slow roasting spit searing flesh in a pit once a happy child

SUFFERING

solvent salve absolves

XENOPHOBIA

urban turban banned

ATTRIBUTING FREEDOM

Beleaguered legions weary from war Some without limbs, some lacking more Hunkered in bunkers near the enemy's core Fearless in the face of gore Ruins of the wounded stifling groans Witness to horrors too horrid to be known Scars mar their insides much more than is shown A sacrifice they must own Wounded warriors in hospital corners Names of the deceased released by the coroner Politicians take polls of the plight of the mourners Promise a peaceful tomorrow Maimed men with medals reminisce at reunions Renewed with pride in place of confusion Denuded at night by nightmare intrusions Romantics pen pacts of collusion Diplomats pat backs to uproot a coup Aghast at the past, what they've asked them to do Poppies worn by proxy for the forlorn few Attribute their freedom to you

MIRROR

silver foils vision

IMPULSE

RED GREEN DANCING SCREEN DARTING EYES TIGHTENING TIES IMPULSE ON THE RISE

A GLITCH

Engine's hissing Be back in a jiffy He won't even miss me Don't touch the stick It's dangerous He listens Locks click Better be quick Try not to panic He's holding his hands to his ears scared and sick A glitch in the system Sound switched on at full emission I'm so sorry I did this Petrified lips speak volumes in silence If only my embrace could undo the trauma and violence

LOVE TAPS

Cozy bed Siren head Alarming noise Familiar voice Waking to taps Lay like lead Bright trumpets Awake the dead A personal refrain Rings in my brain Calling my name... Calling my name...

pale flesh

pale flesh dances in shadows the golden calf

eyes low

eyes low hands clasped in front bondage cel

RED ALERT

my words r urs just call me sir thought blurs in slurs i dont think think; im sure well, as it were rest assured i wont be interred as you may have inferred this is a red alert

ALARM

empty mug nightcap

in heat

in heat a tiger crouches downwind

HART OF TEN

Penultimate No worse Better to be last Than second to the first This pen, my mate Solid state Ready aim And just wait A hart of ten grazes Doe-eyed gazes Stares Crosshairs

dark valley

dark valley whitecaps rise towards a distant crest

A CURE

to love to live to give the highest bid a n y t h i n g a n y w h e r e e v e r y t h i n g

broken home

broken home a child found in ruins

blanched tree

blanched tree roots clutch the earth

UP TO ME

round little window squinting snow bright fluffy skies rubs his eyes yawns and sighs I know I won't die though I have sinned turbulence lies beneath the bed of clouds I recline in I am upright worthy to land I am loved by somebody who looks out of a round little window someone who looks up to me

NEXT TIME

I spat in the wind And that's a sin Cuz much to my chagrin It struck someone's chin Don't see how to begin To be forgiven To make it right again To make it a win I guess I'll keep my spit in Next time there's a wind

freefall

freefall the kite's string gets stuck and it soars

BREVITY

braving gravity bareback

AIRBORNE

air a parent breathes easier

BALANCE

breathtaking precipice breeze

night sky

night sky availed of its thunder hilltop accolade

hunting rifle

hunting rifle a cheetah purrs by the throne

thousands of facets

thousands of facets behold a garden flowers the taste of nectar

adoring fans

adoring fans the queen bee rests near her dead sisters

standing beneath

standing beneath a black canopy respectful distance

phoenix

phoenix crowned in petals a summons

HOMO SAPIEN

a man can bend make amends lift his head and stand straight again

chimpanzee in jeans

chimpanzee in jeans struts laughs and preens purloined pen

REBELLIOUS SON

A round, refrain Planets 'round his brain Mobile turnstile Circle single file Clicking clockwork He pedals and jerks Solar system hovers Kicks off covers Reaches for the stars Bumps into Mars Chuckles with mirth And clutches the Earth The sun and the rest Ever bow to the west

TADA!

Magic wand Fascinates Obfuscates Sleight of hand A rabbit can vanish – In its cage eating cabbage And now for my next and final feat If everyone would please stay in their seat To much applause and cheer I will make this bull disappear

FUTILE RITUAL BATH

the poor man showers as if it matters his garments hardly smell like flowers

THE INVISIBLE MAN

Here lies the invisible man This stone marks his remains where you stand He reached out to hold you – oh how he tried He waved his hands before your eyes Not even a blink; you walked straight through Now shovels are still, respect is due But low and behold So subtle yet so bold As the mourners drift by in single file He clutches the earth and smiles

GHOST TOWN

rural funeral unattended

fish turn toward

fish turn toward the current sends 'em flapping fresh catch for black bears

snow blankets the field

snow blankets the field immeasurable blue sky immaculate

two shovels

two shovels in the snow angels

eyes squint

eyes squint playing catch in the park forever twilight

a swing

a swing over piles of leaves shoelaces

streams

streams out to the lane sneakers

autumn leaves

autumn leaves he gathers a bunch and drifts off again

NOT ESPECIALLY

apostrophe s possessive at best obsessive when pressed a character nonetheless with this I've been blessed a gift I possess though I must confess it's used under duress

AURA

phonetics linguistic harmonics

cascading clouds

cascading clouds a fortress of ice reaches heavenward

blossoms emerge

blossoms tangled branches iris

ocean

ocean lotus petals face the horizon

radiant plumage

radiant plumage the peacock displays its glory

I WILL AGAIN

a baby step a perfect pool a school of fish a rainbow swimming a palette mixing a prism passing a glimpse from afar a lightning thunders a window shudders a crystal shatters a moment matters a child stutters a mother yawns a new day dawns I will dive into this pool again I will take your hand

the whisper of mist

a mist lost in distant icebergs

MESSIAH

clandestine destined dynasty

A SIGN

I stand up here against the wall The sun beats down upon me While l wait. The color has long since Been blanched from my face My features are indiscernible Like a fading memory Who will recognize me? I am a sign. There was a time I blazed in glory My countenance dimmed the sun Masses paraded before me I was their banner of pride A sign of hope, a wonder. But perhaps this fate is more heroic What comes easy under the sun? I am a weathered fortress A hard-earned medal A sign of perseverance Suffering, merit. I stand up here against the wall The sun beats down upon me While I wait.

A TIME TO TEACH

a mother begging a doctor injecting a newborn struggling ten nurses running a father pleading praying beseeching little knows he it's just doctor teaching

ABSENCE

see vacant seat

IN THE SHADOW OF A GLACIER

O glacier patient sway Nothing mortal in your way Ancient rhythm primordial play Did you cover ground today? Poets pine for words to say What only silence gives away Under the shadow of endless day I fill my lungs and pray

thousand-mile journey

thousand-mile journey peaks turn valleys – always already there